Friday, August 29, 2014

Your daughter's prayer.

O Almighty Lord, Once again You've shown your daughter here hope.
Is this the answer she had been waiting for?

O Father in heaven, your daughter here is completely clueless about her future.
Everyday she is afraid of the unknown,
her mind is filled with millions of questions, and yet she still couldn't find one.

O Father, she is weak, she needs you so much that she cries everyday, this isn't what she wanted.
She wanted to be strong, just like You.
She wanted to get through all of these trials and tribulations, not on her own, but with You.

O God, please guide and lead her to her destiny.
Please reveal an answer, anything, a simple clue would help.
She promise to put faith into action, but God you gotta lead her.

O Lord, you see her cry, you see her hunger for you to help her.
Please help her. She couldn't wait any longer, she is so impatient for she had already waited for a very long time. Please grant her patience and peace in her mind. Let her have joy and happiness while waiting for Your answer.

O Father, you daughter is in desperate times. She pray that you show her purpose in her life so that she won't feel so empty in her mind anymore, which is utterly distressing every time she thought of it.

With a sincere heart, your daughter here, she pray all these in Jesus most precious name.
Amen.

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Tired

3 months ago, I doubted God, I was mad at him for not helping me when I needed him the most.
and then Baam, he gave me things beyond my imagination.

I was on the crossroad again, I never felt so helpless and hopeless, it was terrifying to know that nothing you can do to help yourself.

And so I came back to him, I realize that I couldn't live without him. I depend on him even the slightest things like finding a parking, thanking a meal.

3 months, I suffered, and I don't know how long this condition will persist, it is drying me out both mentally and emotionally.

I felt like I had to do something, and I did. It was a huge failure.
The failure added another layer of worrying thoughts to a pile already accumulated in my mind.

I hate this kind of feeling, it is drowning me day by day.
Everyday I'm suffocating, no one understands but God.

God please take me far far away from all of these miseries. I don't want to live like this anymore.
The negative side is winning me over.

I need you O Lord, I know you will never forsake me. Help me to get rid of all these unwanted feelings.

Set me free O Lord, set me free from all these burden, you lift me up and plant wings on my back so that I can fly, help me soar like an eagle and fly to a destined goal.

I'm still waiting for the day you answer my prayer Lord, please grant me patience to wait.
Amen.