Sunday, August 28, 2011

心情,复杂。

今天,失望,开心,震撼,交错在心。

失望是因为我非常在乎的朋友不能来我家玩。
开心是因为一班朋友来探望我,给我惊喜,给我欢乐。
震撼是因为得知一个教会朋友想转教进伊斯兰。

这位教会朋友交了一个穆斯林男友。
她认为他是她的命中注定,
因此,想进回教。

她还把我们以前共同的回忆通通删除,照片全remove tag.
我不明白,
你这么做是不想跟我们联络了吗?
就算你交了个伊斯兰男友,也没有必要把我们的欢乐时光给抹去了吧?
你甚至质疑圣经的真假度,反驳圣经所说的。

我实在是不明白,
为何一个信了耶稣十年的青少年组长可以在一瞬间改变那么多?

你在这里读书三年,牧师和教会的人这么照顾你,我们全都看见,
难道你就没有一点的感恩之心吗?
当你要离开这里回家乡的时候,我们青少年团为你做了那么多的事情,
难道你就没有一丁点的不舍和感动吗?

无论家人,朋友,教会的人再这么劝导你,
你还是坚持。
难道正如别人所说的,
爱情是盲目的?

不,我宁可相信你是中了他的爱情将,相信他其实不是你的选择。
你只是一时迷糊,被他施了爱情法,所以才作出这样的决定。

或许他之前做了一些对你来说感人肺腑的事情,
但,你要知道,你是一个优秀,漂亮的女孩,
世界上排队等着你的好男人还有很多。
不要为了一棵树,而放弃了整片树林。

我们教会每个人都希望你可以回头,
不要做出让你后悔一生的选择。
我相信你的家人也不希望看到一个带兜帽回家探望他们的女孩吧!

失败乃成功之母

失败的滋味一点也不好受。但每个人必须经过失败,
才知道自己的弱点,错误,然后不断改进。

我记得我第一次失败是在三年级,
那时候我参加区赛国语讲故事比赛,
成绩揭晓,我的名却没有被报,
当场哭了。

没错,之前我参加的每一项比赛都不曾失败。
从幼稚园到二年级,无论是歌唱比赛,讲故事比赛,弹琴比赛,都有得奖。

因此,那次失败让我彻彻底底明白,
失败,是一种人生的过程。

所以,你们不要灰心,毕竟我也是去年的辩论员,
我能体会你们的努力和付出是多么辛苦,难熬。

永远记着,失败乃成功之母~!


Tuesday, August 16, 2011

你变了。

自从你和我分房后,我们之间产生了隔膜,彻彻底底的被隔离了。
So near and yet so far.

我不明白你在想什么。
你不要跟我说话,也不要跟家人谈天。
你不是看着手机,弹吉他 就是戴着大大的耳机看着电脑银幕。
你不再跟我说你班上的趣事,或是一些整人的笑话。
你,就好像一个住在我家的陌生人。

我从医院回来,你一声问候也没有。
我在你房间做过那么多事情,
为的就是要你注意我。
但,你却没有给于任何反应。

我很失望,也绝望了。

你就像一个木头,什么事情都要吩咐才去做。
明知道妈妈脚痛,不方便走路,也不帮忙做一些家务。
妈妈脚痛,你一句关心的话都没有.
难道你不觉得这样很不孝吗?

为何以前我们可以有说有笑,
虽然上了中学,
我们还会你打我,我打你;你追我,我追你的日子。

或许,你真的已经长大了,开始有自己的想法,有自己的偶像。
但,家人生病时,你至少秀出一些关心,跟他们沟通。
难道你真的要等到失去了才来后悔吗?

我每天都在祈祷叫神
打开你的心感受亲情,
打开你的耳朵聆听,
打开你的嘴巴说话。

Excited !

Yesterday, i've made my frens pizza.
2day, I've brought them muffins.

Their comment delighted me very much.
and when they said want to come to my house,
I practically jump !

Since then, i was thinking of all sorts of activities we can do during their stay in my house.
Can't really concentrate on my bio papers.
So, i was thinking we can bake pizza or cupcakes together,
then we play water at the beach near my house,
we'll play truth or dare,
we'll play the piano and sing lots and lots of songs,
we'll have a heart to heart talk before we sleep,
we'll watch a movie in a dark room,
we might as well play my version of hide and seek.

Oh, oh, oh thinking of all the fun that we gonna fave made me can't wait for holidays to come.
Holidays, fast fast come.
Am looking enthusiastically forward for u guys to come.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Pizza special delivery.

2day is add mm exam, since i've dropped it, so i didn't go to school.
So my brother delivered my freshly baked pizza to my frens in my class.
They, were fiendishly astonished and ecstatic to see the scrumptios finger-lickin mouth- watering hot tuna+meat pizza.

They were happy,
So I am happy.
Thus My mum is happy.
Hence, I'm happy.
Conclusion,
Everyone happy.
Yay!

A big big thanks to my mummy for waking up early in the morning to bake the pizza.
(The ingredients and the dough were prepared by mum and I last night.)

I'm small chef now...hehe...
Come to my house ya, we bake all sorts or deserts, pizzas, pies and more.
Can't wait for the holiday to come.


Sunday, August 14, 2011

Baking.

I've started baking since my parents bought an oven.

I've baked cupcakes and cookies.
Unfortunately, i forgot to capture a picture of it.
Nvm.


Can u guess what is this ?
U'll be shocked when i tell u this was a puff.
Here's how it suppose to look like.



Big difference eh?
I know it failed, mum said the problem is on the flour.
This is my first pizza.
(Before)


After



It looked nice though, but still need a lot of improvement.
Gonna bake more. Don't miss =)

亲情.

昨天是鬼节, 一家人前天回婆婆家过夜.

好久没回婆婆家, 每一次不是补习就是 考试或者 学校活动,
所以这次不管怎样都要回家乡, 我的补习又miss 了一次。

人老了,脸蛋自然而然地变憔悴,脸上的皱纹和稀疏的白发更衬托出岁月的蹂躏。
婆婆,已经82岁了。能活到这个年纪的人真不简单,要谢天谢地了。

这一趟回婆婆家,很有可能是最后一次看到婆婆了。
因为,将来的日子, 我都会忙着为SPM 奋斗。
所以,趁着这个时候,我都会尽量跟她交谈,帮她收拾布满灰尘的屋子。
好让老人家开心一下。

说到这里,就会想起报纸上刊登一些子女不孝的文章。
一个妈妈可以养大十个孩子,可是十个孩子为何不能养一个妈妈呢?

难道这些连畜牲不如的子女忘记了小时侯,
谁,辛辛苦苦地把他们养大?
谁,在他们生病时,无微不至地照顾他们?
谁,在他们堕落,沮丧的时候,安慰他们,帮助他们?

别等到失去了才来后悔,才来懂得珍惜。
因为,一切都太迟了。

Thursday, August 11, 2011

泪满天飞。

首先,我要向你们说声 :“对不起,我的轻举妄动让你们操心了。”

其实,要不是那封短讯,我不知道原来你们是那么的紧张我。

看了某人的部落各,和某人的简讯,
泪,在泫然而下,
然而,
心,在幸福当中。

世上有些人,
无论你做了任何事情,他还是不会被打动,他也不会生气,没有任何反应。

我放弃了。
有你们这班知己已经足够了。
有疼我的妈妈和爸爸就满足了。

我会好好地补偿你们的。
pizza? cookies? cake?pasta?

考试后,再说吧!

顺便问你们一个谜语:世上什么书在任何书店都找不到的?
有了答案跟我讲哦!

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Yay, new stuffs.

It's sunday and i was suppose to go to church.
Mum woke me up, but her 2 attemps failed.

Ok. So we decided to do some SHOPPING.

Had Sizzling noodles for lunch at karamunsing. (I always order that when i visit karamunsing)

Bought :


Thx mummy and daddy !!!
Now i can capture loads and loads of high quality pictures.
and
bake loads and loads of deserts like cookies, pies, cakes, muffins, cupcakes and more.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Huge transformation.

Do you know who is she?



Does she look familiar to you?





Now you know?

Yeap, she's Lady Gaga. I was reading a news about her one day, and a picture of beautiful young brunette caught my attention. She's the before-famous Lady Gaga.
I was shocked enough to find out how did a beautiful young lady could transform from casual-jeans normal girl to meat-outfit attire freak.
It kept me wondering from where she got her inspiration to change herself.
I'm not her big fan, but i prefer her normal self.

Monday, August 1, 2011

Moments with them...

A total of 6 people headed to center point for movie right after our last paper MM on saturday.
Me, Donald, Stephen, Yee fei, Clarice and Ilyas.

We watched this :


Had a quick lunch, then straight to cinema.
It was jaw-dropping.
I found out some facts :
Harry Potter's son is much more good-looking than his dad.
Ginni is taller than Harry.
Voldermort's voice is weird, sounds like he suffered from some chronic cough disease.

The movie went well until a few bitches behind us kept laughing and talking LOUDLY.
My mood was spoiled by their brainless conversation.
What i mean by their brainless conversation is :

Bitch 1 : Apa yang diorang cakap tu ? (refering to Harry and Dumbledore)
Bitch 2 : Diorang cakap bahasa Maths?

and many more...

Other audience had been Shhhhh-ing them...yet it was all in vain.
I can't stand it anymore.
ME : SHUT UP ! (I wanted to add "Bitches" desperately.)
Bitches 3 : Eh, tidak sporting langsung.

Felt like wanna punch them straight on their face.
The whole cinema were filled with their laughter and chit chat. Urgh.
I heard stephen also scold them DIAM and other audience too.
Shameless bitches.

2 bitches went out to pee, then quite down a bit.
Don't let me see them again. Or else, u'll see a slap mark on their face.

OK, i'll stop here about those Malay bitches, let's move on.

After movie,
Stephen and Ilyas went to cyber.
The rest visited Popular.
5 pm, they followed my car to my house. Donald went home with his mom.

We went to the beach. Took loads of crazy pictures.
Saw a couple with wedding attire taking shots with the sunset as background.
How sweet !
Dinner.
Played piano, sing songs, played a more exhilarating type of UNO game. See my cute photos and
Had Tons of laughter.

9.30pm home sweet home =)